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Wednesday, September 29, 2010Y

the last blog post was in aug... OMG... how time flies..

its already near the end of september...

lotsa things happened over the near two months..

went to the zoo...

went to hollywood after hours...

went out with my girls...

attended a birthday party...

celebrated teachers day with my kids...

so so many things...

well.. im still the same me......

nothings much has changed except my growing waist line.....

and.. my desire to strike rich..

irony of life...i kept wanting to strike toto.. but i never bought any toto tickets at all...argh.....

work life still the same..

love life still the same...

nothing much changed...

im still that xiao zhu fan.... i still watch my animes and dramas as usual... everything is as per normal...

im quite routined in some ways.... rigid in some ways...

ive certain habits that i really must fulfill before i can move on to the next activity..

every morning, without fail, i will get on to facebook via my handphone.. just to take a look at my friends updates...

without fail, every night , i will get on to facebook once more before i hit the sack...

strange huh?

sometimes i know that theres nothign much to look at... but still.. i will get on to facebook just to read other pple's comments or wat event is going on or basically look at status updates....

its purely habit and some curiosity on wat my friends are doing....

ever since i entered work force and a fixed schedule of 8.30-5.30pm... i hardly speak to my friends.. i dont get the luxury of using the MSN during work hours.. when im home... my friends are ont he way home.. some in classes... timing just doesnt match at all...

sigh...

anyway... im waiting for my hair to dry up.... so i shall blabber more into this blog.... lolx.. compensate my near 2 months of absence of no blogging....


sometimes i wonder why my kids are deemed so un-welcomed in normal schools.. yesh they are exceptionally different.... but why.... i can only conclude that the society may not be ready for them....

please dont shut them out because they are autistic...

many of my friends told me that i have an interesting job.. yesh..its both interesting and challenging.... and its definitely not an easy job... pple would say that i have huge amount of patience as im handling such children...

but no.. its not really the patience part that counts..... it only stands a mere percentage.. i would say its more of passion and problem solving.... every day meets a different challenge.. always on the spot to think of wat to do next.....

im often trapped in such thoughts.. doing wat i like versus money factor.....

pple find my job interesting.. they see that i enjoy my time at work... i get my laughs... i dont stay put at a desk typing away or answer endless phone calls regarding trouble shooting....

but once u know of the pay and welfare and work conditions u have to face.. u wont think that its a dream job...

argh.. when can i earn reasonably and enjoy my work.. sighxxx...

not that i hate my current job...

but when i think of money.. it can be just soo disheartening at times...

im drawing a diploma salary....

my peers are earning much much much more... argh...

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grrr.. haix..


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