Its monday blues.. so my words are blue... ok.. technically its not monday yet... but i have been having monday blues since last friday... =_="
amazingly... i had a half day on friday and i still can feel blue...
its a beginning of a new sem... taking new kids..... parents meeting conference is on the second day of school.. then a short course at ARC...
on top of all these..... there are things that arent ready.... i paid for some toys and teaching materials with my own money... =_=" bascially.. not enough things.... if u wanna donate things like kids tricycle or puzzles.. let me know ya?
Major dilemma...u see har..
POint Alpha: im dying to jump ship.... but im lack of experience... can only hold out till i earn some brownie points from experience...
Point Beta: been wanting to go for courses... but alot telling me tat its better for the coy to sponsor...the thing is.. i dont wanna be bonded by this coy... so the next best thing is to jump ship n get new coy to sponsor.. so we go back to point alpha..
so bottomline... ive to rot till i have enough experience then jump ship.... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa