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Tuesday, March 16, 2010Y

Im blogging with mixed feelings....

Once again.... ive gone through a roller coaster ride of my life...

My wkend was great.... spent a sat at hdb in the morning... headed over to serangoon to get some things.... nice lunch with mum.... settled the birdies... dinner.. then hang out with alaska n shah for some late nite drinks...

chit chatted...... chit chatted... sunday...bf went to china.. i spent my day with shah, alaska, fah and hisen ming.. we went to the suntec IT show... packed like sardines... squeezed our way into the crowd... i didnt wanna go actually..... im sooo anti-crowd... b ut after much persuasion from my friends.. i went anyway..

we rewarded ourselves with a manhattan fish market lunch and coffee bean tea break.. i managed to get a lap top fan cooler for 5 bucks..and a fish bone cord organiser which i lost it subsequently..... doesnt cost much...

today i took half day leave to chill out with my girl frens... we had lunch at tea cosy in plaza sing.. this shop sells angel figurines and also food... i would say the food is just soo sooo only.... i will upload the pics once i get them from bing...

im so tired now... tired and upset with noco and myself.. he hasnt been very cooperative.. i havent been putting a lot of paitence with him.... he has been very nippy.. and i just cant take it ... u can call me a bad owner.. but when his bites get too painful.. i just whack.. u may say its wrong to do so.. i somehow feel its wrong.. but i still do it... Its just somehow.. my paitence with him is not there whenever i come home after a long day...

just today itself.. he refused to step up... i didnt deal with the matter well.. its just so frustrating... i dont have all the time in the world just for him.... i allocate 1 hr to him everyday regardless of how tired i am or how late the time is... my time is precious..im counting every single minute tat passes my life...

time is just soo precious.. the moment he doesnt comply.. i just get fed up... sooo many things to do... time will just drag along...

it took him half and hr to just step up on my fingers..argh.... the bf just scolded me tat becos he is scared of me... oh watever.. already happened...

then he lost 4 of his tail feathers just becos he was afraid of his own food bowl... i wrapped him under my shirt.. n i just dont understand how he managed to crawl out and get scared.. i dont remember trapping his tail under my shirt..tail can grow back.. tat im not so worried.. but im just soo sian...

if i had a little more paitence.. it probably be better....

i cant even handle a pet.... i doubt i can handle a kid oso..... i might end up to be on the headlines too... the headlines will go.. " mum strangles baby" .. its either i strangle myself or the child...

if u feel that im not suitable to own noco.. then u can take him away...

Tuesday, March 16, 2010 Photobucket