i found a job... its at metta pre school.. now im waiting for the hr to contact me once my appt letter and medical form are ready..
its not a near to home work place.. most likely will die from the travelling... My school is in the west.. i work in the east.. high and likely i might die again from the travelling...
but finding a job is torturous.... been to tooo many interviews..demoralised..disheartened.. life is never easy... it just gets tougher...
getting a job tat im looking for.. its a gd opportunity not to be missed..
so here i am... gona sacrifice myself for the travelling....
i can only pray my body will tolerate the journey... and my noco will become an angel..
noco is like my baby.... she is turning 4 months old...still very baby mentality.. she will depends on me... at least she is already off her baby formula... she doesnt really play much on her own...
everyday will become a day where i rush home to play with her.... then how am i gona meet my friends then? tats a very gd qtn... i dont know how to answer... maybe uncle big take over? then ive to go for courses... who plays with her? ARGH.. bothersome..
but she is the pet tat ive always wanted..can just dump her somewhere and ignore her needs..
i think with this.. it comes to a common understanding on why ur friends disappear after htey have kids... becos after work.. they nd to go home to their wife /hubby and kids..
and so.. this marks another truth.. we become more n more friendless as we grow up..
growing old... finding job...getting a bf/gf...marriages... kids.... these are part and parcel of time.. and these are sooo capable of eating into your own personal time and you have to prioritise..
u have to diivide your time for ur family, ur work, ur friends, ur pets, ur bf/gf/wife/hubby.. And no matter how you plan things out.. its difficult to satisfy EVERYONE.
its like a normal thing.. we do feel sad when we get neglected by our friends or bf or family... things change.. priorities change...
but still.. spend a lil time with your loved ones... no one gurantees u a tomorrow