Yesterday i headed down to tiong bahru and bought a top for myself. Its for interviews. I felt my current 2 tops arent good enough. Bought Nexcare acne patches. Walked around the mall. Strolled home.
Reached home. Greeted by ah girl and noco.
++Daily routines++
Ever since noco's arrival,regardless of how late i sleep, i drag myself out of bed at 7am. Its feeding time for both ah girl n noco. Ive to make sure tat noco gets fresh water n food in the morning... Thank god that noco stopped her morning feedings already... i guess she is still used to me waking up early just to feed her. Anyway, if i were to start an office job, i will have to attend to her around this timing. So shall make it as a habit now
I will continue searching for jobs..clean the house..do some occassional work. . .
For the next few days till the end of the month, i will be confined at home in the evenings. This is because ive to feed noco. (>_______<)
See..this is the commitment and sacrifice that u have to give to ur pet. If u are a lazy lassez faire person like me, think twice before u want a demanding pet like a parrot or dog. Think even harder if u wanna get urself pregnant. Of course, theres joy in taking of pets... not that they are entirely monsters... There are also joy in taking care of a human child... but its gona cost you multiply times more expensive to take care of one.
++Uncertain future++
Sometimes i wonder about the future. I start to worry. I worry whether i am able to cope with noco when im out working. Ah girl is fine. She has all along been this way.. She is happy and contented when i give her food and speak to her.. She gets her daily treats from my dad... Noco is different. Perhaps she is a baby. Ah girl is already 6-7 yrs old. Therefore, more independent and mature. Noco gets jealous easily. Noco seeks for more attention..more sticky...
i start to worry when noco starts screaming at puberty stage..
i start to worry whether i can still reach my dreams... already volunteered myself.. applied the positions ...re-applied the positions.. i get nothing.. the nxt route that is feasible is to get a certificate/diploma at my own costs...
when its at my own costs, ive to find a job first..
Im like working for money.. which is much to uncle big's dismay. he said that ive no career purpose. zzz