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Tuesday, July 07, 2009Y

Weekend was good...

The typical wkend...hang out with uncle big and my family...

Managed to catch a few scrumps.. gona sell them.

bing helped me to catch my big head scrump..

we helped her to catch the medium scrump at marina sq..

sunday was quite fulfilling... lunch with travis n family...followed by a short shopping trip to suntec... then headed for china sq... bought my stitch.. its quite huggable... really nice item for cuddles... will take a picture of it soon...

i guess ive reached another junction in my life again...

ive tried n tried to get into moe n pathlight... and ive come to a point to realise that.. its no use... ive been applyin and applying... i just cant get in... i just have to accept the things the way it is now... sigh. ive exhausted my means... its not that i didnt try hard enough.. ive been applying and each time... i edited my resume n cover letter to make it better.. but still got rejected... haha..mainstream teaching for moe too.. omg.

well..yea... so what now?

volunteer? hahaha..rainbow ignored me ever since i rejected tat offer.. its expected.... i think my application to pathlight didnt go well.. maybe they block yahoo email?

my heart already sank to the deep bottom of the ocean...

was talking to alaska last nite...

we spoke about finding ourselves..

cool topic hor?

but how do i find myself..

where do i find myself...

hai

i just felt a sense of loss after everything came to a closure...

my mind just refuse to think of wat to do next...

yet my heart just wants to get out of here.....

uncle big said that ive faced with tat very same rejection a few times already..i cld get over it..

haix

im facing a denial point...

im desperate for solutions..

yet im too sian to think about it...

im unhappy inside..wanting to say things out..

yet... i just cant find words to say... and.. no one to say too.... everyone is sick of this topic by now.. argh..

wheres my panadol...





Tuesday, July 07, 2009 Photobucket