Hahahahahah.....I still find xiao zhu amusing.. lolx... But of course..things wont be sooo fantastic without xiao gui. lolx.. im still a big fan of them... even tho i seldom watch the full episodes of yu le bai or 100% entertainment.. their short clips are gd enough to make me luff...
they really bring alot of laughters to many... and the best part is.. they dont mind spoiling their images a little by acting super lame or stupid.. this is wat i admire of them.. I still remember the Kiakia, Bo Lai Kia and Kia Si Mei.. lolx... really cute.. then now.. xiao zhu n xiao gu act as "kids" in certain episodes.. haha.. u can view them here
u all know how much i wanted to be an educator.. ive the chance.. and yet.. im like letting go of it...
im given the chance to teach at rainbow centre yishun.. which is like 1hr+ to 2 hrs travelling time...
and the irony is.. i just cant accept the pay... its low in my own opinion... haix.. i actually dont mind travelling as long as the pay is reasonable...... i tried to nego for higher pay.. maybe 1.8?? nope.. failed.. Failed just becos my UOL degree is not recognised..
KNN again.... wats wrong with my degree? i took the same blardy exams like any one else at that uni.. argh... forget it.. they are pro-moe... really forget it.....
haix.. its agonising... tho uncle big said pay n money are not everything... but to me.. it will be...... the amount im getting is just enough to survive after giving parents allowances n daily expenses... ive not put into considerations of the birthday months, watever celebrations (mother day father day) and other occassions thats gona cost $$$.
What happens if my desktop breaks down? What happens if i need a hp? all these need $$ u know... haix... then wat about $ to be spent on daily necessities like facial foam or pads or make up? i dont use SK 2 or Bio therm.. im using those normal ones like biore or ZA... haix.......
ive been through my jobless months worrying about money at almost every day..n i dont really wish to go back to those days...with tat amount.. i sure be worried about money yet again when reality sets in.. haix...
sure enough..its a half day work week.. but im not allowed to work part time... if get caught i MATI. argh....
yesh... u can say im materialistic or watever shit... to be exact.. i dont find myself splurging like no one's business.. on LVs or handphones or spa or facial.. haix... everything in singapore is one word.. "money". Reality bites me... im like forgo-ing wat i wanted for the word "Money"...
sure enough..being bonded means im job secured for 3 yrs with them.. but to be exact..its 4 yrs.. becos i will only start formal training next oct in 2010.
its like 4 yrs later to switch to another "higher" paying job... ive plans to go for tours.. ive plans to get a house.. ive plans for tis n that... they all will have to go.. if i take tis job... argh. haix
and wats the decision.....
watever it is.. im still applying for the jobs that i want....