Yesterday was my graduation.. Lolx. I believe majority of u have already seen my pictures in my facebook account. Some of you might have clicked on the album links. Friday was well-spent and enjoyable for me.. Started off my morning with the usual routines of washing and bathing and cleaning hte house.. Had toast box breakfast with uncle big before we pick mama up. We decided to take travis along for photo shoots with my gown n mortar... After collecting mama, we headed off to a hawker nearby travis's plc for lunch... We headed off to school once we fetched travis... Arrived in school..gathered with huda n jaq..took some pics... brought travis around the school for photo taking...wore my gown..take more pics.. basically..whole day spent taking pic... A picture speaks a thousand words.. so .. i wont say much...finally the ceremony.... FINALLY im officially graduated... sooo damn happy...... and more photo taking after the ceremony..overall.. everyone enjoyed themselves... we look damn glamourous when we reached schooll..however..after all the photo taking and the damn hot weather, we all look "cui" at the end of the day..Uncle big n I were too tired to go out for dinner..so we got mama to ta bao for us... after a bath..we had a drink at mos burger.. Today... uncle big n I went to Marriot Hotel for buffet Lunch. =) Dennis wanted to treat us... Bc, Riri, bwbt and pipi came along as well.. I ate alot. Hahaha..must make the money worth it.. Overall the food is nice... lolx.. I ate raw oysters for the first time.. NICE! hahaha.. sprinkle lemon juice and add some sweet spicy sauce... nice..... But i had two only..cos its my first itme... Not too sure if my stomach can handle the raw food..Desserts tastes heavenly..hahaha.. i love the cakes... the ice cream.... Oh yea.. the soup is fantastic oso.. Not too salty..Not too blend... Sweetness of the ingredients... I tried the cream of carrot and old cucumber with chicken... Bwbt and dennis ate alot of the prawn n oysters.. haha.. must be gd bahx.. tats why they keep eating it..After lunch, we went to collect my graduation pics. I went to develop the pictures. wanna keep some physical pics for keep sake. Jiejie n family came down for dinner.... we went to robinsons after dinner... nua at mac before we headed home...And so..tats my wkend.. my wkend.... I must say..ever since i started work... i only look forward to the time i knock off and wkends..tats all.... ever since i work..ive lesser "me" time.... when i was job searching..my days were spent watching dramas... its like 90% of hte time spent on dramas ..animes....FB games... Now.. much much lessers... ive sooo many episodes to yu le bai to catch up with....Well.. been doing self-reflections recently.... I realised something.. the biggest challenge in life is to appreciate everything and attach ourselves to nothing (Andrew Matthews)....I got tooo attached to the thoughts of getting into a special school as a teacher..I got too attached to the thoughts of finding the career i want..i got tooo attached to the thoughts of getting as much money as possible so i can pursue relevant certs to enhance my chances..Tooo attached..... Tooo attached to money that i dont even know wat im doing.... I need money to study.. I need money to survive..Sometimes i wished i had a richer bf.... ok.. i know uncle big dote me to bits.. most of u have been tellign me ive a gd bf as such... alrites.. not nice being toooo attached to money....HAIS...U see.... The origin of sorrow is desire...if i didnt desire... i wont put myself into sooo much suffering... 
On top of all these... i felt miserable at work.. I resent to myself... I find work boring... I cant take the loneliness.... I fear loneliness.. I cant live without frens or family or the bf... i want someone to tok to..... I DONT WANNA BE ALONE.
and my job is a lonely job..
wtf.. its depressing...
Grrrr...saave me pls..............
Dear almighty, god, buddha, jesus, allah... please remove the recession.. please remove all sufferings... and yesh......remove global warming... these few days.. its soooo HOT........................
~*~Panda~*~
On top of all these... i felt miserable at work.. I resent to myself... I find work boring... I cant take the loneliness.... I fear loneliness.. I cant live without frens or family or the bf... i want someone to tok to..... I DONT WANNA BE ALONE.
Grrrr...saave me pls.............. 
