Letting go of things......ive been stressed out..frustrated...sad...watever... then bing reminded that ... we get upset becos we care tooo much.... well.. this is true....
why am i sad over things which i cant control?
Ive been applying for jobs constantly.... Always improving my resume.... Responses arent that great...
through conversations with pple in HR line...... i found resumes that are worse than mine.. yet pple are willing to interview them....
start to realise that.. its usually the human factors in the coy that influences ur chance of getting interview... sometimes.. perhaps the timing.... of course..ur resume still counts...
Looking at the news...here retrench... there crisis... here cost cutting... there more grads coming out......
even more external pressure....
to be exact.. i feel guilty not being able to bring in bacon for my family... not that we are cash strapped.. but its like a social responsibility to give some income to the family when u are no longer schooling....
i start to find it meaningless leading my life soooo sad over things tat i have no control of..... so i shld just let go....
i got tooo attached to the tots of getting a job like NOW..... tooo attached to the point... i no longer recognised myself.....
my temp era has ended.. reverted back to sq 1... but it doesnt matter... perhaps its a blessing in disguise... perhaps theres something else for me around the corner.....
watever things that i am going through.. i believe u might have a say to it... perhaps u might not agree to my thinking.. or maybe u feel that u have the same views as me....
all i know is..... who are u to judge?
~*~Panda~*~
