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Sunday, November 09, 2008Y

I guess i virtually disappeared from the msn scene...

and i think not many pple missed me... awww...

im still alive and kicking..

pardon me for my disappearance... ive been bz...

celebrated travis birthday on the first of november at kallang macdonalds... u can take a look at his party pics at www.travisten.blogspot.com. Im too lazy to upload the pictures... =X

i realised my own personal time has been cut alot...the last wkend and this wkend went past in the speed of light.... every sat morning.. i wake up early to cclean up my house..clear my laundry (a week worth)... then rush to run errands... before u know it.. its dinner time.. -________-

picked up my passport ytrday... it was a 2.5 hours wait... near 3 hours.. woah.... the crowd...... its worse than orchard road on a wkend.. =X

today went out with frenx... hehe

anyway.. my life is just like that

i really miss the time when i really nua... i can really take my own sweet time to surf around for jobs.. now..when i switch ont he com..ive to click click click real fast to screen the available jobs... anyway.. im still down n out la...

its only a matter of time when i really give up all hopes... strap my bird to myself... go find a nice tall building and jump to our deaths... and then again... my bird is innocent... im sure uncle big will love her and take care of her if im ever gone...

well u see... its either i take some pills to make myself "happy" by deluding myself via drug effect.. or i take some pills to end my life..

dont worry.. im not classified as clinical depression yet... maybe soon? haha

well.. i had a half day on friday... went to moe career talk... bing n huda accompanied me there... thanks girls... i appreciated it... and so.. via the talk.. i realised im not that cut out to be a counsellor.. basically.. u have to be mentally and emotionally strong... u must know how to control and handle ur own emotions well.. u must be able to handle other pple's emotions well also...

this is a feat that im still not able to do so... in this job.. u get to see really sad n angry pple all the time... and i think i either become sad with them or angry witht them. =X

ok.. at least i gave myself an option..went for the talk .. gave myself a chance. haix. now its crap.. back at ground zero again. gosh. and its time for bed now...

i think im typing randomly..pls pardon me..

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