Is there any thing u have done in life that sets you thinking this way, "If i have chosen another decision.. perhaps..." or "Wouldnt it be better if i have ......" or " maybe i shouldnt have..."
(well..pardon me.. ive been quite emo these days over a choice tat ive made) sometimes i thought i was selfish...just becos i dont wish to lose him that quickly...... just becos i wanted him to live slightly longer without facing hte pain of a huge open wound..
if i have given him the surgery.. he probably might be that happy go lucky fat hamster....
agonising to see his condition rapidly worsen day by day.... i think very soon.. he is gona have problems with his bowel movements.. tat lump is manifesting...
perhaps i should play GOD and give him the death that is already awaiting....