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Wednesday, May 07, 2008Y

Cognitive Dissonance : a discrepancy between one's attitude and one's behaviour..

Currently..going thru that... currently thinking of getting a job and i just cant get myself to do that..

half of my mind has been bugging me to source for a job... Y?

1. the NTU, SMU, NUS students are finishing their exams. By the time i finish mine.. probably not much job left.

2. my parents are dreaming that i will get a job asap.

another half of my mind is filled with all my course work... yesh.. ive finished revising for my law module already.. finally touched on isorg... msm..still ok for the quantitative..theory still cant make it... esap.. haiz.. ma is the worst... currently stuck in the major few topics which mr james hasnt given me the answers and how the hell am i suppose to decipher and absorb everything in time b4 all the ruckus of exams break lose..

reasons on y not looking for a job
1. my studies arent stable.. total no mood for it... Besides.. if i cant make it thru my exam papers..how in the world am i gona continue in that job if i found one... OK.. if tat employer is sooo nicce... i could just go thru another yr doing part time? If hte employer is not nice at all, i will dumped in an instant.. and i will be left penniless and with horrible results... this will result in me finding even more reasons to explain to any future employers why i had such horrible results..

2. im still carefully thinking of what to do in the future... sales? marketing? accountancy? the first job i take is important.... alrite.. i did apply for a finance position.. but then..i somehow regretted about it and seriously hoping that the person wont call me up... anyway. .the job requires for accountancy degree...

after much thoughts.. Fine..... Seng Ki Lai... Or Save the trouble...

i rather concentrate on my studies..

job or no job... heck lahx... either ways... i be still sad...

becos this two paths are most likely to happen...

first path: i will end my exams without a job and feel sad becos i lost my student life and jobless..

second path: i will end my exams with a job and still feel sad becos tats the end of my student life and i will have to slog for hte next 50 yrs of my life..


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