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Wednesday, May 16, 2007Y

Life is never fair. Effort doesnt means gd grades. I kinda given up already. Work hard. Put in effort to study. Yet from my own performance in the exam hall, i felt my months of preparation sinking into the deep bottomless ocean as the minutes ticked off. I asked myself, why like this? I wasnt playing. Yesh..i was working but during times when tehres no one..i read my notes quietly...

Perhaps i can never uncover the truth..Since donkey years back, i work hard yet my results are just average. Im not a lazy student. Maybe im not bright. Perhaps im not meant to be a study material. I studied. Not that i didnt. haix. Somehow the topics which im strong in didnt come out. So lucky hors. haix. Or perhaps i dont have the luck at all...

Speaking of luck..maybe i shld feel lucky that i manage to reach the exam hall safely.. on my way to the exam hall..i saw a motorist lying on the ground behind a black car with a small crowd lingering around and security guards trying to maintain smooth traffic. The motorist appeared to be a student. He had his bag strapped to his bag. Quite a young chap. Perhaps early twenties. A couple of other students stood by close to him frantically using their hps. Could be his friends? Oh my... on the way to the exam hall n he met with an accident. The driver of the black car was unhurt. Only the back lights of his car were damaged. It took some time for hte ambulance to pick the injured.

Haix..wat is life.... Life is sad..work so hard...on the way to exam..kana knocked down by car.. i felt sorry for tat young guy.

Wat are grades? Grades so big deal ma? Perhaps i shldnt yearn for an honours. Just pass n graduate n be happy. But then..in SG, no honours no nd to survive in this "jiang Hu" le. Hais... si bei jia lat... ive no talents. No nothing. Or maybe i shld go geylang n sell myself lahs. Or go become social escort. One time can earn $250 lors. One mnth get 10 customers..i got 2.5k le..gd idea right?

What is life... hais....depresssed mode already... but then after tonight...i must focus ont he next paper... i shall just pray that i dont fail this paper... Limbu has no $$ to re-take another module lahx. hai....

LIFE IS NEVER EVER FAIR...ACCEPT IT U LITTLE STUBBORN PIECE OF SHIT..

boohoo........the origin of sorrow is desire.

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