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Saturday, September 09, 2006Y

NIce quote : 有太多的分分合合 太多的伤口难愈合

My life very boring la. Nd to add some excitments.

Wednesday went back to school to settle my school fees. Roughly 4.7k. Together with my continuation fees, everything adds up to 5.4 k. Wooo... Then not forgetting my revision fees and examination fees. Yeah.... i guess grace n eve might start to say tat their degree course fees are much more higher than me. Yesh. have to agree to it. Well, different school mah. For my dad who sees $1 like $10, i think he will just murder me if i take an aussie uni degree. 0.O

Caught up with my uni frens for lunch. Mingle arnd. Then went to orchard for threading. Basically nua at the cafe and then played some arcade. =) Evening time, i met up with my old neighbour for dinner n movie. Lolx. Long time no meet up with him le. Can count by the years. =X Incidentally, my old neighbour CJ is actually from qtss and ngee ann poly. wahaha..considered old school mates la....

Thrsday nothing. Friday met up with xwen, saygay,ron,brian,daniel and a surpise gathering goer ROSHDI. kaox. I think i more than 2 yrs never see him liaos. =X we had dinner at fish n co glass house. had some catching up with everyone. Nice to hear tat xwen n sg actually somehow do have plans about upgrading their relationships iwth their bfs one level up. Greato! Anyway, hopefully can hear some wedding bells soon. =)

Then we all went to nua at Cathay. Erm minus Dan n xwen. They have something on in the morning. so nd to go home earlier. lolx. then we just chit chat lors. Realise some cruel facts though. When we graduate, we will all have a backside of debts. sadded. =X same here lahs.. my degree course + poly fees = OMFG. Rouhgly 32 k i guess. (-_-) Working life is a near no life. lolx. =X Saygay working environment kinda sucked too. all complaining about working life. Well, i nothing much to say cos im still student. lolx.

Nice video....violence. =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1kek5X8CZtk

the inner side of me
Very seldom say xin shi here one. Theres a certain unrest inside my heart.

perhaps im just feeling nervous n kinda stress for my upcoming year2. Havent really been slping well. Still eat. But my weight seem to be falling. now almost all my shorts n jeans require a belt to hold them on my hips. (-_-) Mysterious weight loss. Hidden illness? =X

I roughly know wat i have to face alone. Oh grant me strength. Fear is a killer. So i nd strength to be the murderer of tat killer.

Still there are things i cant decipher about myself. Even though i know that the thing im gona do its gona cut me deep, i still carried on with it. Sometimes i held on to my own dying soul and wonder why the hell im doing that. Perhaps i know tat theres certain things that cant be avoided and i just have to face it. But facing it burns my soul slowly. Im still waiting for tat day to come...perhaps by then.. i might have lost my own self... or i might have become another person....

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