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Sunday, October 30, 2005Y

Another day....breathing with a bleeding heart.....

Memories of him kept coming back.

It hurts....

wherever i go....theres a trace of memory of him..........gosh.....please help me to forget him....

I tot i was ok....i tot im fine......But each time i tot of him....tears just run down.....

Why the hell am i missing him??

Why the hell am i crying?? Damn.....i shouldnt cry....my eyes cant take it...they will swell up again n tats another round of medication...

These few days are horrible......

Feeling sad....

Feeling stressed...

the person i would turn to is gone....

I hug myself to sleep.....wishing for someone to comfort me...sighx..........

im so so so useless..

someone help me please....

Sunday, October 30, 2005 Photobucket